Who am I??

Do you remember when you were in primary and secondary schools, how you always worry about people's opinion of you? Or may be you still are now.. I was reading through my old diaries, and it made me wonder.. how much have i changed over the years..

I can't remember much about how i was before, but there are 2 things i distinctly remember, and i must say i am still like that now. Are you ready for this relevation?? well people close to me will know this very well.. I am highly impatient and my facial expression will tell you exactly how i feel about things..

I believe i am a loyal person, towards my family and friends. of course my loyalty only extends to those people who i think fits to be loved..

Some people have told me i am cold and distant. Some have told me i am loving and warm.. They are both right.. It's easy for me to make friends, but not easy for me to trust. So if you have earned my trust, then i will be the nicest person you have ever met.. But once the trust is betrayed, i won't forgive.. ya sorry i am that kind of extremist.. i am pretty sure those bombing people belongs to my group.. ha ha ha

Most people will see me as reliable and trustworthy.. that's not entirely right. I am those things because i don't want anything to get screwed up and create more troubles.. is that dependable?? i wonder..

Being reliable is very stressful sometimes.. everyone comes tell you their problems, but who can you tell?? that's when you need a rock.. and thank God i have mine.. thank you..

Yes my impatience.. I know this will be my downfall.. i am trying to change but that takes time.. and i am so impatient for that day to happen.. see how highly 'patient' i am!!!!! And yes i know PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE!!!!!

So if you are my friend, do drop by my chatbox and tell me what kind of person you think i am.. that'll be fun. and hey may be we can have a group debate on that?? what do you think?? on??